.::really2 not fair::.

jam da tnjuk kol 2.17 am..
but aq still xtdo lg..
sdg kn pg t kne bgun awl2 n gerak g hospital ntok amik darh..
n class lak kol 9..
sptot nye time2 ni wktu tdo n reht kn minda..
but me???
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aq msih xtdo lg n brlinang air mate sndirian..
bwh mate bgkak da..akibat brmandikan hujan air mate..
aq trkilan sgt2..
ptot ke die buat aq mcm 2??
hampir 2hours aq try again n again call die..
msj die brkali2 xbrbalas..
apakah???????????????
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ptot ke prkara mcm ni brlaku???????????
mnderita krane si dia??
really not fair..
stlh 2 jam brmandikan air mate bru die angkt call n say die da tdo!!!!!
then bile die bce msj aq yg byk2 ley plak die kate aq ni bising..
ape kejadah ni sume??
kejam nye die mlayan aq cmni..
ntok ape aq wat sume bnde tp xdhargai...........

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.::boikot love::.

i hate love..
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love make my heart hurt..
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love make my heart broke..
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love do not give me happiness and joy..
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love make me always cry..
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damn of love..
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this time i forgot how i feel in first time loving with someone..
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i doesn't get happiness when loving him..
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more hurt compared happiness..
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i really hate this feeling..
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love make me sick..
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experience love with him make me cannot believe n loving other guys in my life..
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i dont trust with true love again..

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.::pusing-pusing::.

salam..
hola my dear bloggy..
pg ni dri bgun subh td smpai la ni aq rse xsdap bdn..
why???aq sndrik pon xtaw what the reason..
pale cm brpusing2 lorh..
even sakit cmne pon pg td aq still go to class..
even jln pon cm mlayang2..
lg2 trun tgge hostel td..
mk ai seb baik xtrsungkur kt bwh bile tbe2 jek trslh lgkh td pg..
mau x mnderu drh aq..pnas jek rse pale..
hhahha..2 la tnde aq tol2 sakit..
spnjg pg ni aq lbh byk diam dri ckp..
even sblom ni mmg diam pon kt class..
tp arini more lg silent nye..


kt dlm class kt lab td plak aq rse pale brdenyut2..
mncurah2 air tangki kt mate ni tnpe disuruh2..
sakit sgtttttttttttttttt2..se cm nk mnjerit..
abs jek class blik hostel..ni yg smpat en3 blog ni..
even sakit pale tp ade hti kn nk en3..hahah..
tp ptg t ade lg class..kol 2pm smpai 4pm..

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....pape pon hope kpale xpusing2 lg la ptg ni..
xde jln sbb 2 die main pusing2 kot..hahah..

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.::dihening malam::.

salam..holla dear bloggy..
skrg ni da kol 12.12 am da..
n kt umh dok sorg jek..
aina da msok blik awl2 tdo la tu..huhu..
btw the story aq nk cte mmg aq xske..
bile dok sorg2 cmni mule la pkran mlayang ntah smpai oversea kot..
rse sunyi mnyelubungi dri..
asek mmkir kn bnde yg lom psti jek..
klo ade mmbe ngn aq skrg xkn la aq mnerjah smpai oversea..
but this time i am so lonely..
huh amat xske ngn prasaan ini..
nga dok sorg2 ni mule tringt ttg family kt jB..
tringt someone yg aq knl..
aq btol2 miss kt die..
klo msj die xblas..
td aq miscall but i get the negative answer..
no xaktif..die da tukr no lg ke??
or batri kong??or tutp fon??
mcm2 aq pk..rse dlm hti ni Tuhan jek yg taw..
prasaan lak bgai nk brlinang air mate..
pedih sgt rse nye..
knp hdup aq byk sedih dri suka..
sume org ckp msti ade hikmah nye..
but until now i really confused with my situation..
if everyday,every time like this...i believe i can be crazy..
hurm.................


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salam n holla my dear bloggy..



skrg da ley mgen3 kmbali blog ni..
stlh hmpir sbln xdpt nk en3 sgt sbb cuti sem lorh..
naik brsawang la blog yg sweet ni kn..hahahha..
(masuk bakul angkat sendri plak kn aq ni..)
tp xpe la puji blog sndri..
btw skrg ni da ade kt hostel lorh..
smlm kol 1.30 ptg tpat aq smpai dpan pak guard hostel..
xsmpat pon reg so metrik card pon kne amik..hhaha..
sok pg awl2 jnji ngn misz masz ntok mgregister kn dri..huhu..
so pg sok da start new sem n new class n new lecturer but old classmate..
hahaha..xksah pon kot..asl mmbe ade..
nk taw cte x??
aq tggal kn umh hstel ni sbln..smlm blik2 bkk pin2 ya Allah..
byk nye khazanah from cik lizard..
ceh xbreducated tol cik lizard2 ni sume..
so smlm kmas ckit2 la..
yg trmampu..huhuh..
hurm prog ari ahd lak..
aq, dak cik nawal, dak cik eka n cha rncg nk hang out..
sbb da lme xhang out sme2..
but kami2 tggu kpulgn misz mas..
nk hang out sme ngn die jgk..die smpai kolj ptg..xpe kami sggup tggu..huhu..



smntara tggu mas..ptg td g giant dlu..sbb aq nk bli brg2 mnd..
sbb nye wktu cuti dlu mmg aq tggal kn sgale2 btol sbun n syampu kosong..huhu..
then bli sandle nk g class..comey taw sandle tu..murah jek..
tp pic sandle tu dlm fon dak cik nwal xdpt la nk interframe sandle tu..hihhi..
then ps magrib grak g seremban parade..
sy dpt bli jam tgn..
stlh lme xpkai jam kt tgn akhir nye sy bli..
huhuh colour putih..smart lorh comey plak..
then g foya2 ngn dak2 ni sume..
n blik foya2 cha mgadu klparan..
slera die agk mnjadi2..



klo sblm ni nk mkn pon sush..tp skrg xxyah surh mkn lju jek die mkn..
hahah..akhir nye sblom blik kolj p singgah ke mcd nilai..
pe lg tapau jek la bwk blik hostel sbb msing2 pnat..
hurm maybe mlm ni nye en3 agk mmbuhsan kn..
lom ade aura yg msyuk ntok mgen3..juz sje2 en3 mlm ni mnandakn driku tlah kembali ke kolj keshayangan mmbe2 ku ini..hahha..
k la aq stop type smpai cni jek la..
idea still kabur2 xnmpk nk type pe..hihi..
k chau sin chi bloggy..nitez all..



salam..

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