.::Should Be Strong Girl::.

holla dearest bloggy..

lama xupdate kan..lama xmerepek2 kat blog sendiri..

i have one problem now..

the problem is so big although it only one problem..

the problem is stuck with own system at final project..

stuck with database and dreamweaver..

stuck with software did i use to create the system..

huwaaaa...>_<

last2 sem ni amatlah pressure sgt2..

come on Cik Ct..u can do it..

down fall down n down..u should strong..

this is what u need b4 success..

gambate2..study time 4 tomorrow..coz ade midterm..

aja-aja fighting..

.:Nothing To Say::.

hello...........this nite cik ct so sad...

in few days, i feel so alone..

i feel so sad..when i did not get anything story about somebody..

i hate that feeling..does that prove I had fallen in love..?

seriously i do not like this feel..

down..

down..

down..

down..

down..

down..

down..

down..

n down....

so hurt..

mak abah..akk nak mak abah skrg..

akk xsuka perasaan ni..

i hate love..

because when i start fall in love with someone..

it will make my heart feel hurt..

is this called love?

.::Maafkan Ku::.

first that i want to say is..

aq da dapat lepaskan rindu pada mak abh n adik..even just for awhile..

xlame sekejap cuma..tapi ia bermakna dapat menatap wajah kesayagan ku..

huhu..jumaat aritu aq balik jB lorh..dpt ngempeng2 ngn mak..hihi..ngn abh xsgt..da besar segan..haha..

what ever la kan..bukan slalu dpt jumpa mereka..

ok la..selain tu aq hangout with my BFF jgk..iaitu EFIN..juz terkejot..upe2 nye ade yg trslh sngka..

ok la pd kesygn aq n to all my BFF..especially EFIN..u all knl aq lame kan..

maybe u all xnotice about something..xpe biar aq gtaw lg..

korg lbh knl aq..aq ni pndiam even kite kuar sme2..tol x??

korg lbh knl aq..that if skali aq da bersahabat n berkawan die tetap kawan n sahabat aq smpai mati..tol x??

.::Miss My Ninja Shoes::.

petang semalam..tatkala menemankan si bdk tecik nawal yang kehausan mencari teh o ais..

kami pon berceloteh la..ttg ape2 jek yg ley dicelotehkan..

sekali aq berceloteh ttg kasut aq yang hilang 3bulan lepas..

huhuhu..da 3bulan kasut tu jd arwah..

tapi aq still xpuas ati diatas khilangan kasut tu..

sebelom ni..handphone yg baru aq beli pernah hilang..

tapi penangan nya xsehebat penangan khilangan kasut..

cuba korang bayangkan..

handphone yg berharga sekitar rm800 hilang sedangkan baru 2 month korang guna..

n kasut yg berharga below rm50 yg baru 2bulan jgk korg guna..mane stu lg mahal??

tentu la handphone kan??tapi korg pelik x klo aq kate aq pnye baran time hilang phone n kasut ketara beza??

hahah..percaya or x, korg kena percaya..haha

aq lebih baran khilangan kasut dr kehilangan phone..

knp gak nye ea?aq sendiri baru perasan petang semalam..huhu..

bak kate dak tecik syaitonirrajim mane yg msuk dlm bdn bubu pon die xtaw..hahah..

tp kenyataan nye..if aq beli kasut yg serupa ngn kasut yg hilang tu..adekah sejarah akan berulang kembali??

aish..dilema2..mo cri kasut yg sesuai ngn diri..

miss my ninja shoes...(^_^)v

.::Please Alert That Other Feeling::.

ok...straight to the point..

petang ni aq berangin..bukan berangin sepoi2 bahasa taw..

tapi angin taufan menjelma..rasa nak menjerit2 n mngamuk2..

da berpeluh2 badan ni..cam berjogging plak dalam bilik..

padahal dok jek kat ats katil..aish..

seb baik aq ingt untuk mengucap dan beristigfar..

astagfirullahalazim...subhanallah..

kenapa ea??mengapa ea??n segala persoalan la..

cuba dalam sekali seumur hidup dengar isi hati org lain plak..

knp perlu buat cmtu ea..abis aq n yang lain ni xde perasaan ke??

dont be so hipokrit la..dont be so selfish la..

aq xnk slhkan sape2..tapi at the same time kesabaran ade limit nye..

knp perlu butakan mata sendiri untuk melihat n menilai??

xcukup ke??aq xkate aq the best..aq da buat trbaik..

tapi xsangka la xde yang nmpk..

xterkejot pon..sbb dlm hati da ade yg lain..

yg lain plak aq xnk slhkan nya..die xtaw ape2..

tapi nak gtaw la..sedikit sbyk perbuatn tu wat aq n si dia terasa..

come on babe..think about others too..

who me in your heart..

who me in your life..

who me in your eyes..

please alert that we disappointed with u..

*peringatan untuk diri sendiri juga..huhu..:)