.::End of 2011::.

being my self only is better than try to be changed everything..

last of 2011, i cry about something..

my heart really feel so hurt..

so sad and sad..

why?? it will be my secret..

for the whole time be a friend with someone, on the end of 2011, i feel so touched..

it make my tears come down without any signal..

day by day i feel so far, and indeed he has been away ..

there is nothing that can change this situation ..

felt off from day to day ..

I know that myself is just a friend, close friend ..

but that was before .. now it seems to change ..

myself is no longer needed as before ..

I should be aware of this since the old days ..

that he love is only temporary for me ..

without me he could continue to live ..

if I have no sight he will not feel anything ..

because he is not the bothered about me ..

feel marginalized..

:'(